Monday

Well, it's Monday morning - the first Monday in October. How did it get to be October? Don't know where the time is going.
I tried on a pair of pants on Friday to wear to work - but they were too big! Also tried on a pair of jeans (my good Talbot jeans) this morning and they were too big too. Good thing - right? But what do I do with them? I do have a pile of stuff to take to good will - but I'm scared. I've been down this road before. What if I gain weight back? I did put some jeans in a drawer - just in case. I still have lots of weight to go...and what if I don't lose any more?

Training this weekend didn't got well. It hasn't for the last 2 weekends. I was supposed to walk 8.5 miles on Saturday but only did about 3. Didn't really feel good and I'm having a problem that I have to figure out. Can't talk about it but I'm sure I'll find a solution. It's just over 3 months to the 1/2 marathon and I'm really having doubts if I can do it. I have no idea what I was thinking saying I'd do it. Not having alot of confidence in myself right now after the last 2 weeks. How do I get that back?